Dhaka, I am coming...

I was assigned to a project for the software upgrade to Bangladesh for the past few months. I will be going onsite on this coming 2nd Sept 2009 and will last for few months.. This is the first time I involve with this type of project and I am really scare this time :( There is no experience team member with me and I am also half pail water *sigh*

Until now all the items are not fully tested and some of the items are hanging.. My stress level boost up and I am easily get frustrated...

Sometimes I wonder is it I have changed? Sometimes I don't dare to be happy.. I am trying to control myself.. The old me will always be in happy go lucky mode.. Will put a lot of efforts to work something out... I guess the sudden experience really scare me a lot.. I worried too much things nowadays.. sigh.. hopefully this will be fine soon...

So to all my friends, you might not seeing me until end of the year as I will be in Dhaka, Bangladesh for four months.. I only will come back once in a month and only for short period.. Wish me luck there!

Appreciation..

Last week I read newspaper and there was an article that those old folks being abandoned by their family at the hospital.. I hope those people can appreciate their family before anything go too late...

It's been two months plus but I still feel the pain in my heart.. It's really take times for me to accept the truth as I still can feel his presence in my heart and my memory... I feel sad as I can't talk to him anymore.. ask how is he doing.. is he alright.. there is nothing I can do..

I really regret that I didn't spend much time with him.. didn't manage to bring him to holiday.. didn't talk to him before he left us.. there are many things I still don't manage to do... he left us without enjoy the life from his children :(

Hope you will be in peace in another world.. miss you and love you, dad!

Happy New Year 2009

The year 2008 is past.. It's seems like day by day are going fast hehe Getting older another year again sigh...

I don't have any celebration for this new year eve :( I was tired as I was just back from Singapore for my best ji mui wedding... Feel my life is very super rush when I was in Singapore hahaha Singapore is really really crowded.. Everything have to queue up and the queue is super long.. Not a suitable place for me kekekeke

This year christmas eve, I have steamboat with my colleagues at my house. Long time didn't have steamboat already hehe Feel very nice :D After that, I went to Singapore to attend my ji mui wedding and catch up with some of my friends who are in Singapore..

Year 2008 really is a very busy year for me.. I think less than half year I am in Malaysia hehehe Most of the time I was travelling for work but I can't recall which month I am in and which month I am not in :p

Chinese New Year is just around the corner but I don't really have the CNY mood hehe Haven't really shop for my CNY clothes yet and Mega Sales are going to end soon.. Think I will just wear t-shirt during CNY hihihihi..

Lastly, I would like to wish everyone Happy New Year!! Hope year 2009 will bring lots of happiness and properous to everyone and of coz including myself :D